What Went Wrong — And What I'd Do Differently
1. The First Mile Almost Undid the Whole Race
My first mile was 9:32. My goal pace was 11–12 minutes per mile. That's nearly 2 full minutes per mile faster than planned, and it set a physiological debt that I spent the back half of the race repaying.
I know exactly why it happened: it was my first race of the season. The energy of the start line, months of training finally releasing, a field of runners around me moving fast. Every experienced ultrarunner knows this feeling. And almost every experienced ultrarunner has made this mistake at least once.
Coach Takeaway: The first mile of a 100K is not a race. It is a warm-up. Your perceived effort at mile 1 should feel embarrassingly easy — not because you lack fitness, but because you're protecting miles 50–62. Go out with a purpose: to start slower than feels right.
By mile 48, my pace had slipped to 18 minutes. By mile 53, it was 22 minutes. The legs that had been so eager at mile 1 were now struggling to turn over. This is not a fitness problem. It is a pacing problem, and pacing problems are almost always fixable with discipline at the start.
2. The Last 12 Miles: When Confidence Becomes Anxiety
From mile 50 onward, I couldn't get into a comfortable run. My legs weren't cramping. They weren't dead in the traditional sense. But I couldn't generate turnover or momentum. Every attempt to pick up the pace felt like running through wet concrete.
What made this harder was the mental layer. I'd gone into the race thinking I could place in the top 25 among women. By mile 55, that goal had evaporated, and in its place came a creeping anxiety: what if I can't do Leadville? What if I wouldn't make the cutoffs there? This course has minimal elevation gain - if I'm struggling here, what does that say about a 100-miler at altitude?
Coach Takeaway: Catastrophic thinking in the final miles of a race is almost always fueled by low blood sugar, fatigue, and the narrow cognitive window that comes with being 50+ miles in. It is not accurate information about your fitness. It is a symptom of the effort.
The honest answer to that anxiety? Nothing about struggling at mile 55 of a 100K, after going out too fast and getting caught in two thunderstorms, tells you anything definitive about Leadville. What it tells you is that pacing matters, and that the body will collect its debt eventually.
My mental anchor in the pain cave is prayer. I have specific phrases I've leaned on long enough that they don't require conscious thought anymore- they just come when I need them. Late in the Desert Rats, somewhere in that brutal stretch between miles 55 and 62, that's what I had. Not a perfect pace strategy. Not a motivational phrase from a training book. Just something I'd practiced enough that it was available under pressure. Whatever your equivalent is- a mantra, a breath practice, a prayer, a person you run for- the key is that it has to be trained, not improvised. You don't find your mental anchor at mile 58. You bring it with you.
I didn't give up. I kept moving. But I want to name that mental experience because I think it's one of the most underreported parts of ultra racing, and coaches and athletes alike benefit from having language for it.
3. Gear: Always Pack the Rain Jacket
I left my rain jacket behind. In April in Colorado, that is a gamble. I lost. Twice.
The first storm hit by mile 7 and was aggressive - heavy rain, sticky mud, and dropping temps. My husband got to me on course and saved the situation, but that rescue wasn't part of the plan. The second storm mid-race was less severe but still uncomfortable.
Mandatory gear lists exist for a reason. Even on courses that don't require them, carry what the weather might demand. An extra 4 ounces of jacket weight is nothing compared to 20 miles of running wet and cold.
Key Lessons for Athletes and Coaches
Here is what I'm taking away from Desert Rats and what I'll be applying directly to how I coach:
On Pacing
• Start 90–120 seconds per mile slower than your goal race pace. It will feel wrong. Do it anyway.
• Use the first singletrack section to your advantage- the natural traffic forces you to slow down. Don't fight it.
• Check in with your perceived effort at mile 5. If you feel strong, you're probably going too fast.
On Nutrition
• Set a timer. Eat to the timer. Don't eat to hunger cues- by the time you're hungry in an ultra, you're already behind.
• Limit aid station eating to one moderate portion. Continue your interval fueling on the move.
• Know which foods your gut will tolerate late in a race. This is trained, not assumed.
On Gear
• Pack the rain jacket. Always.
• Brief your crew with a written plan- what you need, where, and in what order.
• Have contingency items at crew-accessible stations for weather changes.
On Mental Strategy
• Identify your catastrophic thinking triggers before race day and name them. When they show up, you'll recognize them for what they are.
• Have a mantra or a process goal for the final miles when outcome goals become irrelevant.
• Finishing 3 hours under your goal time is not a failure, even if the last 12 miles were hard.
Final Thoughts
I finished the Desert Rats 100K in 15 hours. I beat my goal by 3 hours. I ran my first mile too fast, got soaked by two thunderstorms, struggled through the final stretch, and had a minor crisis of confidence somewhere around mile 55. I also ate well for 15 hours, kept moving when I wanted to stop, and crossed the finish line.
That's racing. That's also coaching, holding both the wins and the lessons at the same time, without dismissing either.
If you're using this breakdown to prepare for your own race: take the pacing lesson seriously. It is the most expensive mistake in ultra running, and it's the most preventable. Everything else, the nutrition, the gear, the mental game, is manageable when you've protected your energy in the first miles.
Questions about training for your next 100K or planning your Desert Rats race strategy? Reach out to Boundless Coaching. We work with athletes at every level to build smart, sustainable race plans.
-Coach Alyssa Rodriguez
May 15, 2026